120710 ♥
March 2011
February 2011
I Know That I ..
- Annoy you, at times.
- Offend you, at times.
- Get a little too clingy, at times.
- Irritate you, at times.
- Seem careless, at times.
- Disappoint you, at times.
- Can be boring, at times.
- Don’t give you enough space, at times.
- Don’t always say/do the right things, at times,
- Don’t always give you my full attention, at times.
- Make you wanna leave me, at times.
But I want you to know.. I’m trying to be better.
You're someone I wouldn't let go of.
I hate it when my hair cooperates with me when I'm stuck at home, while when I'm out it literally hates me or something.
When you're about to sneeze and you just look like
LMFAO <3
- dad: why you crying?
- girl: my boyfriend dumped me!
- dad: (grabs shot gun) I'll be back..
- .. While later dad comes back,
- girl: what the hell! why did you go kill him!
- dad: I didn't
- girl: where did you go?
- dad: to get you icecream :D
- girl: why the hell did you bring the shot gun?!
- dad: so I could get it for free.
I love listening to lies, when I know the truth.
4 words i never want to hear
- i dont love you
- you’re diagnosed with cancer
- i found someone else
- it was never real
- we need to talk
- your going to die
- your ____ is dead
- you cant have kids
- i dont remember you
- lets just be friends
- we cant be together
- I’m bored of you.
Have you ever been scared to open a text? Your heart races, your stomach feels empty, and you just kind of stare at your phone
I wish I could turn back time, and change everything that happened.
And if I said I missed you, would you even care?
I hate having these problems
- Falling for someone that’s millions of miles away.
- Getting attached easily.
- Falling for someone, even though i won’t ever get a chance with them
- Sticking around when they act like they don’t need me around.
- Crying over something that isn’t worth it.
- Giving someone a second chance when they don’t even deserve it.
- Caring about someone, when they could care less about you.
Just because someone flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.
Just because someone likes you, doesn’t mean they want to date you.
Just because someone dates you, doesn’t mean they love you.
Just because someone loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
Everyone tells me I'm wasting my time with you, But I can't think of another way to spend it.
Someone will always be smarter than you. Someone will always be prettier than you. Someone will always be funnier than you. Someone will always be cooler than you. But no one will ever be you.
To be honesty im scared of getting too attached to someone
I still remember the day where you told me u liked me.
Mom & Dad. I don't do drugs. I don't smoke. I don't party. I don't stay out til' 3 AM on a weekday. I don't skip class, but I don't make you proud either. You're always nagging at me because I'm not focused, because I'm chatting to a friend while completing my homework. I'm not perfect, there's kids worse than me. Why can't you see that? I'm mad at myself for displeasing you. I'm sorry.
I want to get hurt. A car accident, anything. I want to get injured enough to wind up in a hospital, just to see if anyone would come to make sure I'm okay. And I'd pretend to be sleeping or dying so in case anyone actually did come, they would sit at the edge of my bed, crying, and tell me everything. I want to hear everything they've ever thought of me, how they really feel, if they're sorry for anything. I just want to know the truth. And I want to know who truly cares about me.
It’s kinda horrible I think this… but I do.
^^
February 14th is just another fucking day to me.
I still like you.
Oh, you had a crush on me before?
I was crushing on you too, bitch. Now you tell me.
Call me 2 faced? Yeah I am because I have 2 faces. 1 for friends & family. & Another for people like you.
I wish I could ask the sexiest person alive to be my valentine.
But it would be pretty weird asking myself.
Ever had that shitty feeling?
When you’re surrounded by happy people, who seem to have no problems at all, always got a smile on their face.. and you’re the only one who feels like shit? The only one who’s going through shit? The only one who has a million things runnin through their mind? It sucks. All you can do is sit back and wear a fake ass smile.
That moment when your friends spot your crush
and they look back at you like…
And then you’re like…
I just feel like everyone's trying to bring me down.
I hate being a fucking second option to you. When you were always my first.
And you still are.
